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Name: Michelle Birthday: 9/27/1984 Gender: Female
Interests: Sports, shopping, logic puzzles, having deep conversations with close friends, church, my relationship with God, etc... Expertise: I don't really think i have any areas of expertise. As soon as I start to think I'm good at something, I realize that comparatively, I know nothing about anything. Bummer. Occupation: Education/training
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1/3/2005
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| Well, Guess it's pretty hard to summerize a few months worth of stuff gonig on, especially since I'm running low on time. Camp ended great and it was really an amazing summer!! I'm at home now for the semester. (Sniff sniff) I hope some of ya'all realized I was missing :) Yeah, wierd situation with me not being able to go back, and it's really really really hard not being there, but God's in control of this all. It's a struggle though. I don't know when I've ever wanted to be somewhere more. It's wierd too cuz this is the first time in my life where I haven't been able to be in control of what is going on in my life. I have no control over this, which is probably a good thing, because I need to learn to give all control ove to God. I'm sure there's a whole lot He wantes to teach me this semester, so I really need to accept this all, and take out of it what I am supposed to. So I've been working a lot...I'm teaching k-3 at my old school, and working at Bob Evens a few nights a week, and tutoring in math, and assistant coaching Varsity basketball, singing in the choir, doing a bunch with my college class at church, etc... I don't think I can handle one more thing. So anyway... Off to work again, so I'll have to write more later. good luck to ya'll back up at Northland. I miss you all so much, and I'll see ya in January. | | |
| Happy Fourth Tomorrow!!! Anyone doing anything sweet? Or not sweet? Or whatever? | | |
| Hey Ya'all, So I guess I'm due to post huh? Not a whole lot going on though. Teen Camp 2 is underway, and it's been going well. I've gotten to talk to a lot of really sweet teenage girls and my job is going great as well. God has been teaching me so much I almost feel like I can't handle it all. He's shown me idols in my own life and heart, and He's teaching me that giving those things up really is worth far more than I could imagine. A good friend confronted me a few days ago on the issue of trust, and how I live with such a lack of trust in my God. It's so crazy how we do that, and how we trust Him for our eternity, but not for day to day. In thinking about trust a lot after she talked to me, I do see how little I trust God. I need to remember that whatever He brings into my life is best, and that my future does not belong in the hands of people who seem to be making decisions that are hard for me to deal with, but in the hands of the Almighty God who is creator and ruler of all. My view of God is so little. I was extremely convicted last night when choir was warming up for the service. We were singing "We rejoice in all your ways" and it hit me so hard that in a few situations going on in my life, I was for sure not rejoicing in what God was taking away from me, and what He was doing. It's my choice to rejoice in ALL His ways. If I trusted Him more fully, I would choose that, and a lack of rejoicing exposes a lack of trust. And then, after we sang that, for the special right before the message, Mrs. Gearhart sang a song with the main phrase being "You are MY God, I put my trust in you"... Wow. I think God's trying to tell me something. I love camp :) Have a great day!! Michelle | | |
| Wow. I'm exhausted. Today was a blast. Started out with the typical Northland camp Saturday work day, then at noon there was a good lunch, then I watched Ice Princess (So I don't really know if that is supposed to be italicized, underlined, or have parenthesees, and I also don't know how to spell "italicized, and parenthesees" so anyway...) it was really good. Not saying this is the best mindset, but I figured "How good can a rated G movie be?" but a contraire!! It was great. Weird that I can spell a contraire, at least I think that's right, but can't spell easy stuff. I just learned last year that I had been spelling quiz wrong my whole life. I mean, that's a whole lot of quizzes to be spelling it quize and never have anyone tell you you’re wrong.
So back to the movie, it surprised me how many plot thingies there were. I mean, the coach starts out ok, and then goes to jerkbutt cheater, then goes to ok, then goes to friend. Funny. Anyway, maybe I'll have to try out a few more rated G movies. Oh wait, that's like, all we can watch here at camp. Actually, we can watch a few PG too. Oh my!!
So anyway, after that I went swimming in camp lake which thanks to lot and lots of chemicals, is pretty darn good compared to a week ago. We laid out on the blob and I got to know some people I didn't know very well a little better so that was sweet.
Then we went to Trever Gearhart's house for some good Ol' required fun, and it was fun. Whiffle ball is always great with 150 people, and hayrides are always dandy and splendid.
And then, (this is the last part) I went to the gym hoping some people were there playing volleyball, and there were like perfectly 12 most of the time so from 8:30-12:00, we played some pretty flippin intense volleyball. Fun Fun. Too bad I can barely move. It's like, 808,020,004 degrees out too so that's not too cool, but it was still fun.
So i think that was the longest post I've ever written...so I better get lots of good comments on it. Haha, j/k. It was a bunch of marbojarmbo and spligagarch.
Later Ya'all
Michelle
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| Today entailed a lot of the same ol stuff. I wish something really cool or scary would happen so I could write about it. Not like I want anyone to drown or anything, but maybe like a girl could get attacked by a killer snapping turtle, and I could jump in and ride the turtle away from her. That would be cool. The best that happened today was a girl claimed she got bit by a fish. It was probably seeweed touching her foot though. She was crying and I was laughing at her. Prolly shouldn't have done that to her face, but it was funny. | | |
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